Rest in peace, mother

My mother unexpectedly died in the ICU section of the hospital yesterday morning. Complications from her liver and kidney problems. It had been shocking watching her condition dramatically deteriorate in a matter of one week.

Even though we weren’t close, her demise was painful  to me; she is my mother after all. I realized I love her, too — something deep inside I tried to deny when she was alive because I could feel she neither really love nor have concern for me.

I’m having difficulty sleeping and my gastro acidity whatever issues has been activating again. I already miss my mother — no matter how tumultuous our relationship had been in my growing up years. I’m deeply sorry, mommy. May you rest in peace.


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